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is letting go really that good? perhaps, it lets us move on, to improve, just like when you get stuck on a maths question in a test, you move on. But I prefer to hold on to the past, draw strength, and extend that to the future. I have memories, stories to tell. Some conversations have really sparked off thoughts in my mind. Will I be the same, if I didn't get into 4I? Will I be the same if I didn't pick up breaking? Will I get to know such good friends, or will I continue to take the path of the loner? I'm the only child, and that means I'm used to loneliness, but I'm sure as hell life will never be as good without you guys. And with you guys, life couldn't get any better. Think breaking is useless? Haha, just as Nic said, next time you can tell your grandchild shit that his grandpa used to be able to walk on his hands, then show your grandkid your own video clips. That's a funny thought, cos I've never seen the end of breakers, like when they marry and have kids. maybe they never end. dreamt at 7/10/2005 09:44:00 PM, 0 comments today was a day of memories. something struck me as i remembered clarence telling me :" the rest of 4I have went on with their lives la, why are we here?" i gotta admit, got kp a lot abt not being able to relive those days again, those stay-back-in-school-to-study-and-break days. but hell, i get a real kick out of just THINKING abt it. i was on the bus on my way home. then i thought about all the events i can still remember, all the funny ones of course. and a smile just broke out on my face. i didnt realize i was smiling like a retard until 5 mins later. =/ but i'm worried. i still can remember that glenn was to my left, zihan to his left. behind were zhaohan, siak and yizhe. dehui was somewhere at the front. pak at the back. those gamblers at the right hand side of the classroom. but slowly, this images are going to fade. i know it. cos when i try to picture the classroom, the further people are away from me, the more fuzzy are their shadows. maybe one day everything will disappear together, as much as i don't want it to, it still will... but i'll still have that goddamn smile on my face. dreamt at 7/06/2005 08:06:00 PM, 0 comments Cut fishcake, cut chicken into slices (diced also can), take out udon, remove the intestine from prawns, remove shell(optional) scald fishcake in boiling water, drain and put in clean bowl. put udon in boiling water until turns soft, around 3 mins, take out and put in another bowl. cook chicken in boiling water. around 5 mins. do not overcook. take out the froth because its disgusting. drain and put in another bowl. cook prawns also the same way, except time if shorter than chicken. as long as prawns curl a little and are a healthy red, they are cooked. 500 - 550 ml of water + 1 table spoonful of paste = miso soup (amount of paste can be varied by maybe half a teaspoon to suit taste) cook soup. test to see whether the taste suits your taste. put ingredients on top of udon. pour in miso soup (preferably boiling hot, to do this turn up the heat just before removing from fire, dun boil too long!). add some sesame oil for taste serve. can serve quite a lot of people. around 5 to 6. just need more udon. our 1st try too salty soup, prawns overcooked. too much sesame oil 2nd try soup was okay, prawns well done. sesame oil was the corrct amount. we just bought too much ingredients. dreamt at 7/03/2005 12:09:00 PM, 0 comments |
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